Thursday, December 17, 2009

My Story: School Again

OMG... I've just realized that I only have one posting in this blog over year 2009 :(

Today, I would like to share about my life. It's about questions in my mind after 2 years graduated with bachelor degree in computer science. What do I want? What is my destiny? Life had been felt so flat and no passion if I did the same things every day. No challenge, nothing to pursue, what a boring life if I stuck in the satisfaction of life. I'd rather say, I'm not satisfied with what I have achieved now. I have to gain knowledge just like many heroes in video games raising up their level skills (I love playing dotA :D). So, I decided going to school again.

Education is not cheap at present. Higher level of education means higher fee. I would like to enroll in business school, but the fee is about 20 times my monthly salary [*shocked*T_T]. I looked at my savings, oow... it's not enough... I couldn't afford it.

Somehow, God made a way that I was not thinking before. In the beginning of this year, I had been offered jobs as an outsource programmer. It took some effort by sacrificing my vacation time. After worked 8 hours a day, I worked again until midnight. Sunday, holiday, or any vacation day, I spent it in front of my computer. Tired... but happy after I received the payment :)

With the savings increase and financial plan, I can say proudly that I could afford money for business school fee. This is one of my pride where I can see some people are funded by their parents while I'm not. I'm funded by God, my big boss :D Of course God's hand wouldn't reach me if I was lazy and not pleased. Now, it's already one month I've been busy with my study at business school.

I have principle which I learned from Ciputra (an entrepreneur in Indonesia) that if we work hard and do the right things, God will open the way. [In Bahasa Indonesia: jika kita bekerja keras dan berbuat benar, Tuhan pasti buka jalan]

Through this writing, I want to thank Defendy and Sera. You have become extension of the hand of God. Thank you.