Monday, May 16, 2016

No Intention to Recall the Memories

Dear mom, I'm sorry for not having intention to recall the memories of you. I know entering month of May there is your birthday. I never forget it. I know I've been so bad not thinking of you in many days but it doesn't mean I forget you. It's just that.. realizing the fact that you are gone has saddened me.

On your birthday, I can control my mind not to think of you but my heart feels sorrow. Well sometimes heart cannot cooperate with brain. But still I don't have intention to recall memories of you.

Now I'm just wondering where you are now, what you are doing now. I think you have revealed the mystery of life after death. Being judged based on good and bad life record, meet God maybe? No one knows what happened after death. It's one of the biggest secret in universe. I pray the best for you in the name of our God. I love you mom.